Chapter 29

The sun had begun to lower when Girish reached the Munshi house.

Dust clung to his feet, and Gauri rested against his shoulder, one hand tangled loosely in his kurta as if she had claimed it without knowing.

She wasn’t tired.

Just quiet.

Watching everything.

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Inside the courtyard, Srimala was kneeling near the chulha, blowing softly into the fire.

The flame responded in small bursts.

Maya and Geeta sat beside her, sorting lentils carefully, their fingers moving faster than before—trained now, watched now.

Amma sat near the doorway, counting her beads.

The rhythm is steady.

Unbroken.

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“Amma,” Girish called out as he stepped in.

Everyone looked up.

Srimala wiped her hands quickly and stood.

“Le aaye gauri ko wapas?” she asked.

(You brought her back?)

Girish nodded and lowered Gauri carefully onto the floor.

But instead of stepping back—

he stayed.

Watching her.

Gauri steadied herself, then immediately turned—looking around, searching.

For something.

For someone.

Girish frowned.

“Aise mat dekho aaspas,” he said, his voice slightly sharp.

(Don’t look around like that.)

No one reacted immediately.

It sounded like a child speaking.

But something in his tone lingered longer than it should have.

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Gauri blinked.

Then smiled.

As if she hadn’t heard the sharpness at all.

She slapped her palm against the floor.

Soft.

Careless.

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“sidhe se beth jao,” Girish said again, adjusting her arm.

(Sit properly.)

Srimala paused.

Just for a second.

Her hands stilled mid-air.

Then continued working.

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From the doorway, Brijmohan had entered quietly.

No one noticed when.

He had returned earlier than usual.

And now he stood there—

watching.

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“Girish,” he said calmly.

Girish turned immediately.

“Ji.”

(Yes.)

“Bahut der ho gayi aaj.”

(It got quite late today.)

Girish nodded.

“Woh… khel rahe the.”

(We were playing.)

Brijmohan’s gaze moved to Gauri.

Then back to him.

“Kahan?”

(Where?)

“Ped ke neeche.”

(Near the tree… under the banyan.)

A pause.

Then Girish added, almost proudly,

“Ram , Samay aur Ashu bhi the hamare sath.”

(Ram, Samay, and Ashu were also there with us.)

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At the mention of ashutosh—

Gauri reacted.

Her head lifted quickly.

Eyes bright.

And then—

like she remembered something important—

she turned toward the doorway.

Looking.

Searching.

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“Dekha?” Girish said quickly.

“Wahi dekh rahi hai.”

(See? She’s looking for him.)

Brijmohan’s brows drew together slightly.

“Kisko?”

(Who?)

Girish answered without hesitation.

“Ashu ko.”

(Ashu.)

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Silence didn’t fall.

It settled.

Quietly.

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Girish continued, now fully engaged in telling the story.

“Aaj isne pehli baar bola bhi.”

(Today she spoke for the first time.)

Maya and Geeta stopped what they were doing.

Srimala looked up.

Even Amma’s fingers paused on the beads.

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“Bola?” Srimala repeated softly.

(She spoke?)

Girish nodded eagerly.

“Haan.”

(Yes.)

Then he smiled—

almost victorious.

“Pehla shabd bola.”

(She said her first word.)

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Brijmohan stepped forward.

Just one step.

“Kya bola?”

(What did she say?)

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Girish didn’t notice the shift.

He answered simply.

“‘Ashu.’”

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The word stayed in the air.

Unmoving.

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Gauri, as if confirming it, slapped her hand again and said—

“aa…shu…”

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Maya let out a small gasp.

“yeh to Sach mein bol rahi hai…”

(She’s really saying it…)

Geeta leaned closer, whispering,

“Phir bol…”

(Say it again…)

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But Brijmohan didn’t speak.

Not immediately.

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His eyes remained on Gauri.

Then slowly—

something flickered across his face.

Too quick for anyone else to catch.

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He crouched down.

Closer to her.

“Gauri…” he said softly.

She looked at him.

Curious.

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“Bolo… Baba,” he tried gently.

(Say… Baba.)

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Gauri stared.

Tilted her head slightly.

Then smiled.

And said—

“aa…shu…”

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A small laugh broke from somewhere behind.

But it faded quickly.

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Brijmohan didn’t laugh.

He nodded once.

As if accepting something.

Though he hadn’t fully understood it yet.

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He stood up again.

Slowly.

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Girish spoke again, unaware of the shift.

“Main bola isko—mera naam bol,” he said.

(I told her—say my name.)

“Par nahi bola.”

(But she didn’t.)

He shrugged.

“Bas Ashu hi bolti rahi.”

(She kept saying Ashu only.)

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Amma clicked her tongue lightly.

“Bachchi hai.”

(She’s just a child.)

“Jo sunegi wahi bolegi.”

(She’ll say what she hears.)

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But Brijmohan’s gaze had changed.

Not angry.

Not hurt.

Something quieter.

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He looked at Girish.

Longer this time.

Measuring.

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“Tumne daanta ise, is baat par?”

(Did you scold her for this?)

The question came suddenly.

Calm.

But direct.

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Girish hesitated.

Then said,

“Thoda.”

(A little.)

“Sun nahi rahi thi.”

(She wasn’t listening.)

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Brijmohan’s voice didn’t rise.

But it lowered.

“zaroori nahi ke yeh tumhari har baat sune”

(It’s not necessary that she listens.)

Girish frowned slightly.

“Par…”

(But…)

He stopped.

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For the first time—

he wasn’t sure what to say.

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Brijmohan stepped closer.

Not intimidating.

But firm.

“Woh abhi chhoti hai.”

(She is still very small.)

“Samajhne mein waqt lagega.”

(It will take time for her to understand.)

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Girish nodded.

But slowly.

Reluctantly.

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Behind them, Gauri had already turned away.

Her attention shifted again.

To light.

To sound.

To nothing specific.

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“aa…shu…” she murmured once more.

Soft.

Unaware.

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This time—

no one reacted.

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But Brijmohan heard it.

And something in his chest tightened.

Not because of the name.

But because of what came with it.

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He looked once more at Girish.

Then at Gauri.

Then away.

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The evening moved on.

Like it always did.

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Night –

A small oil lamp flickered near the wall.

Brijmohan sat on the floor, back resting against the mud wall, one leg stretched out, the other bent. Gauri sat near him, surrounded by a few small objects—an old wooden spoon, a piece of cloth, something she kept picking up and dropping as if testing gravity again and again.

He wasn’t doing anything in particular.

Just… sitting.

Watching her.

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She looked different at night.

Quieter.

More focused.

As if the world had finally slowed down enough for her to observe it properly.

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He reached out and tapped the floor lightly.

“Yahan aao,” he said softly.

(Come here.)

Gauri looked at him.

Paused.

Then crawled forward.

Slow.

Certain.

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She reached his knee and pulled herself up, gripping his kurta.

He steadied her automatically.

“Gir jaogi,” he murmured.

(You’ll fall.)

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She didn’t respond.

Just pressed closer.

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For a while, neither of them made a sound.

The lamp flickered.

A shadow moved across the wall.

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Then suddenly—

Brijmohan coughed.

A sharp, unexpected cough that broke the stillness.

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Gauri startled.

Her grip tightened.

She looked up at him quickly.

Eyes wide.

Concerned in a way she didn’t yet understand.

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He waved it off slightly.

“Kuch nahi…” he said under his breath.

(It’s nothing…)

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But she didn’t look away.

She kept staring at him.

Studying his face.

Waiting.

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Then—

she shifted.

Adjusted her tiny balance.

Lifted one hand.

Placed it clumsily against his chest.

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And said—

“ba…”

A pause.

Then again.

“ba…ba…”

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Everything stopped.

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Brijmohan didn’t move.

Didn’t breathe.

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Gauri repeated it.

Softer this time.

“ba…ba…”

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His hand, which had been resting loosely on his knee, slowly lifted.

He didn’t touch her immediately.

As if the moment might break if he did.

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“Phir se bolo…” he whispered.

(Say it again…)

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Gauri smiled.

Not because she understood.

Just because she liked the sound.

“ba…ba…”

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This time, his hand reached her.

Held her gently.

Pulled her closer.

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A breath escaped him.

Uneven.

Unsteady.

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He lowered his forehead slightly toward hers.

Not touching.

Just close.

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“Baba…” he repeated quietly.

(Baba…)

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She answered again.

“ba…ba…”

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There was no one to hear it.

No one to react.

No one to make it bigger than it was.

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And maybe that’s why—

it stayed pure.

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He had held three children in his life.

He had heard words before.

First sounds.

First steps.

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But something about this—

this small, quiet moment—

felt different.

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Not louder.

Not grander.

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Just…

deeper.

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He sat there for a long time after that.

Not moving.

Not speaking.

Just holding her.

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Outside, the night continued as it always did.

Unaware.

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But inside that dimly lit room—

for Brijmohan—

it had quietly become the best day of his life.

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